Ring Around the Rosie

A few weeks ago, Peter and I got new phones and turned in our old ones. The upgrade was overdue, and I had been procrastinating, stressed out by the prospect of losing my familiar friend.

I made a visit to the Apple store in advance to scope models, and determined we would each trade our iPhones for the latest 16 Pro Max.  Peter’s iPad needed an upgrade too, so I checked that, but we were saving that task for later, when this iPhone business was behind us.

Midday on Thursday, May 29th, armed with my password list, we made our way to the Apple store.  I wasn’t sure which online accounts would be accessed, and confident I wouldn’t remember them anyway, so I brought them all.  Peter keeps his password list in his head.

Once there we connected with an Apple sales agent, and Peter went first.  At the designated point in his purchase, the Apple password he entered wasn’t recognized. Being the supposed tech brains of our outfit, I took a deep breath and figured out how to change it, scribbling the new one on my own list for later.  During my purchase next, our credit card was declined. With dismay, I chose a different card, and we moved on – learning later that the approval request email prompted by this second larger-than-usual purchase was delivered to my old iPhone, by then in the hands of our Apple sales agent.

Our guided data transfer and phone hand-off took place next at the table in back. The tech agents were patient and assured me, several times, that my old phone was indeed wiped clean. I finally believed them. With transfers seemingly successful we left, walking to the car.  I had driven in, and going through my usual start up ritual I realized my new phone-to-Prius cord was no longer compatible and needed replacement too. I left Peter in the passenger seat, and walked back to the Apple store for the purchase.

Peter used my absence to check out his new phone and its apps, and when I returned announced that he had no emails! All were missing. I checked mine then and found the same.  Continuing the circular journey together this time, we walked to the Apple store, and to the tech table in back. 

The entry of a Google password fixed things for me. Its confirmation security code delivered to my new iPhone got me in, and once opened, all my emails soon appeared.  During Peter’s “fix”, the tech agent discovered that his YouTube account was curiously attached to his Google, and as a result the confirmation code necessary for entry was being sent to that app on his iPad – sitting on our couch in Sudbury, miles away.  After a few tries, he gave up, and I realized then that I would need to duplicate all of these steps at home, by myself.  He went through them again with me, then once more, as I did my best to focus. 

Once home we got right to it.  I worked through the access steps a few times, but with no luck. I couldn’t be sure I was doing it right.  With phone rebooted I tried again, and when that failed too I called AppleCare.  Suffering the automated voice delivering its usual drill, I confirmed my phone number for future surveys, pushed the right buttons for tech support, and began my impatient wait. Just then I looked down at the phone in my lap. Its email transfer had just needed time, and there they all were. I hung up on the automated voice, vowing to myself to never ever upgrade my technology again.

Organizing the phone cords I had on hand, I gathered those now obsolete for recycle, and aimed to put the day to rest, all neat and tidy.

Almost time for dinner, we decided to keep things simple with leftover sandwiches from the night before. Chips were requested, so I made my way to the corner store at the end of our street.  As I walked to the counter, the colorful bank of scratch tickets behind the register caught my eye.  I bought two to celebrate getting through this day, and asked the clerk to pick me out some good ones.

Later that night I presented them and we scratched.

This successful day, all packed away, neat and tidy.

A Pocketful of Posies – my next knit design, coming soon.

What the Moon Sees

I spied this, one of Jackie’s school assignments, on the counter during a recent visit to Juliet’s, and snapped the photo. I couldn’t resist.

Jackie’s in the first grade and the topic was poetry. The teacher started them off with her sample and format, underlining the text that they should provide in the two stanzas that followed.

It is twilight.
The big full moon is above
the quiet school.
The moon sees fun games not being played.

It is midnight.
The dim silver moon is next to
the street.
The moon sees quiet streets.

The new day will start at 12:00.

He’s a master of Monopoly, our leader in Lego’s, and now, come to find out, he’s our poet.

What the Moon Sees – my latest knit design, published 6/27/2025.

On the road to find out

I came across these recently – several badly damaged slides containing images of my early artwork, c1977. I had the film digitized to save them.

Interiors of my Cambridge apartment, I hadn’t thought of these paintings for quite a while and was glad to see them again. I have good memories of that time in my life – fun painting years. Many of the pals I knew then, just out on our own after art school, are still painting now. That was my intention too, but for me the creative road turned into a winding one, with multiple stops along the way. I allowed fate to take its course.

My interests have moved me from painting to quilting, designing clothes, stitching journals, binding books, building keepsake boxes, collaging photos, and knitting. I stayed with each of these for a while, sometimes in combination, as new ideas gradually came into view – one project leading me to the next. My knitting is at the forefront now, and probably will be for the long run, so it’s unlikely I’ll ever use most of the tools and supplies related to these past projects, that I still have on-hand, but that’s okay. Their value to me by now is sentimental. Since our move, they’re stowed away neatly in covered bins, and stacked in the corner of my storage closet.

It’ll be a smorgasbord one day for my young crafters, who might mine their contents for fun, and gems of inspiration – finding their creative voice from the start or along a winding road like me.

I remember my excitement when aunt Hattie passed her knitting needles my way. Recognizing my teenaged interest and with her own knitting days behind her, she was undoubtedly glad to find a home for her cherished tools. When I knit with them now, I think of her.

One day I’ll pass them to Violet and tell her about Hattie, pointing out her place in our family tree. Hattie was actually my grandmother’s aunt. I just shorten it as I speak of her, easier than my great, great...

Imagine knitting needles all the way from great, great, great, great aunt Hattie’s craft bin to her Violet. With lifetimes in between, I know she’d be pleased.

Mining Diamonds, my latest knit design, published 5/11/2025

Deja vu all over again

I visited Marlene last Saturday, a perfect weather day for my semi-annual pilgrimage to make sure all’s well where she rests. It always is. I enjoy my visits, keeping her present.

Marlene and Bern c1970

I’ve been thinking about her a lot lately, and Dad, likely prompted by our move. From our new location, my regular commutes now bring me back through my home town, and often by my old neighborhood and childhood home. If I close my eyes, I can make the fifty-plus years since I’ve lived there disappear – it’s the 60’s, Ed Sullivan is on our tv and vinyl records play on our stereo.

I was on the hunt for new knit names recently and came across an old record album of theirs stored in my basement. It got me thinking about their record collection at that time and I spent the afternoon googling album covers to see which were familiar, if I could remember. Recognized immediately, here’s a sampling, each now proven to have been fully imprinted on my brain.

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This is the album I found in my basement. Well worn, they had it taped together, and framed. It hung on their wall, reminding them of happy times.

During Saturday night shindigs, family members knew the party was over when Dad changed the music on the stereo. With the German Army Chorus volume on high, he would march hooting party goers around the house a few times, then out the front door.

The stuff of legend.

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Finding inspiration from their playlists, watch for A Taste of Honey, Once Upon A Time, and Color My World, my next three knit designs named in honor of Barbra Streisand, Tony Bennett, and Petula Clark – coming soon.

I’ll report back.

As promised –

Color My World published 1/13/2025, followed by Once Upon A Time 2/10/2025, and A Taste of Honey 3/25/2025.

Keeping kindred spirits alive.

Paper Toys 2024

This August heat reminds me… it’s time to make my paper toys – our holiday ornaments announcing Hoss family gift giving assignments.

This year’s toy topic fell into my lap recently, when Stephen and Dianne announced they were selling their cottage – the Little House.

The site of our family gatherings for the past ten years, it’s where we’ve vacationed, had reunions, cook-outs, made dinners, held a wedding reception!, and found safe haven when our condo would not be ready on move-in day.
Yes, a tribute was surely due.

To answer the call I made each of us a little box, and wrapped it in the Scituate landscape, with the Little House front and center.

Then I filled it with photos of our fun – 30 images, donated eagerly by our membership, all tied up with ribbon.

My labor of love.

Thank you Stephen and Dianne.

Merry Christmas, coming soon.

What goes around

The feeling in my workroom is much calmer, now that I’ve organized my sweaters on new shelves. It’s a mental thing. I think better without clutter.

While sorting the bins into pullover, cardigan, and sleeveless categories, I found this sweet knit hidden under the pile.

c 1988

I made it for Juliet when she was little. It was my first foray into colorwork, and it’s been a while since.

I’ve been looking for a fresh design idea lately and took it as a sign. Inspiration now found, it’ll be 2-stranded colorwork knitting next for me, with swatching underway.

Let’s see where it takes me.

What Goes Around – my latest knit design, published 9/26/2024.

Not Sugar

The last time we had dinner at Juliet and James’ place my assignment was dessert. I made this chocolate pie from Martha Stewart’s Pies and Tarts c1985, a favorite I’ve made many times before. Martha calls it a Fudge Tart, which sounds even more delicious, but instead of her Creme Anglaise & Orange Sauce I use whipped cream for the topping. It’s more my speed, and easy enough to whip up at serving time.

When dinner day arrived, I brought the pie and the cream. I knew Juliet had the rest on hand. At dessert time she brought out the mixer, and the sugar in an unlabeled canister, placing them both on the counter. For 2 cups of cream, I needed 1/4 cup of sugar (though I may have added just a little more).

We all sat around the kitchen island watching as I mixed and the ingredients blended together growing thicker. And as they did, some of us could not contain ourselves. James poked his finger in the bowl for a little taste.

Suddenly his eyes got wide. He jumped up from his seat shouting “No!” – or something like that, it all happened so fast – and grabbed the bowl.

Turns out, not sugar, but salt.

It was salt I added to the cream – 1/4 cup (plus just a little more).

That night we enjoyed our fudge tart without the cream topping, equally delicious.

With precautions now in place, it’s a family tale for the ages.

Sugar Sugar, my latest knit design, published 7/20/2024.

Feels like home

There’s no doubt my parents liked to party, and I don’t think they’d mind me saying so. When I was young, it was summer cookouts with neighbors, holidays with work friends, or family over on a Saturday night – Dad’s family, 5 siblings and their spouses, who liked to party too.

Beginning in the early 60’s, each summer over the next 20 years uncle Luke and aunt Kay hosted a family reunion in their backyard. The grownups barbequed, and the cousins swam and played. My Dad played too, and everyone knew to look to him for game fun.

c1962

It was through these gatherings that I got to know my cousins, and as time went on, their spouses too. Their children I knew only as the little ones they were then, before I lost track. That was forty years ago.

c1971

Sadly, last month aunt Kay passed away, which is why I’ve been thinking of this. She was 98 and the last of my parent’s generation in the family. Now, we cousins are they. Most of us are still in touch with holiday cards or an occasional text, though haven’t been together “in real life” for a very long time.

When my cousin John’s wife Jan passed away last year, I drove to her wake to say goodbye, and to see him and their family. I wondered who else might be there. Moving through the receiving line I recognized John right away and gave him a hug, then his daughter Kathy and her husband Peter. Kathy and I are Facebook friends. There were two men next in the line that I knew to be John’s sons, Kevin and Sean, though not who was who. They were boys, after all, when last I knew.

Questioning Kathy, she leaned over towards them providing introductions. “This is Debbie,” she said, “you remember, Bernie’s daughter.”

Bernie’s daughter. I smiled all the way home. I’m smiling now.

Let the Games Begin – my latest knit design, published 4/5/2024.
Stitch Study–Chevron Rib, its stitch study scarf, published 3/4/2024, and available for free.

Her Scribble-in Book

Say hello again to Estelle’s Envy – my knit design (c 2014), now revised (slightly), rewritten, and recently republished!  After nine years it was time for a look back and an update. 

I had plucked her name from a character in great aunt Hilda’s unpublished romance novel, prompting me to take a look back at this small treasure now too.

The pages of her handwriting are worthy of framing. Some 70 years later, we’ve lost that art. 

One day I may sit down and read this book through, but for now I’ll cherish it as something of hers, and a source for the names of my knits maybe – keeping kindred spirits alive.

Transcribing her last few paragraphs –

“Never saw any one like you for eating up work,” said her mother-in-law, in admiration.  “But you’ve been mighty quiet for such a long spell – I’ve been wondering what you were thinking about.  I don’t suppose you’d tell?”

Estelle smiled serenely.

“Good thoughts, mother,” she said.  “Appropriate to the day.  Thanksgiving thoughts.”

Even without its context I like this passage, so glad to now know that by novel’s end Estelle’s envy is finally behind her.

Thanksgiving Thoughts, my next knit design, coming soon.

Update – now newly reconsidered as installments:
Thanksgiving Thoughts wrap, published 12/2/2023, is available for free on Ravelry. I created this wrap-sized swatch as a stitch study in preparation for
Thanksgiving Thoughts, its cardigan cousin, published 1/10/2024.

Follow Every Rainbow

When the kids came to visit a few weeks ago Violet handed me this,

with this inside. I’m Ninny.

We’ve got it on the fridge right now, where it will stay forever.

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During a recent deep dive into my yarn drawer for inspiration, I discovered multiple skeins of the same yarn in varying amounts of four colors left over from past projects.  I used three of them for my upcoming color block design.  The fourth I’m saving for my Vi.

When she’s ready, we’ll make something fun.

Follow Every Rainbow – my latest knit design, published 10/19/2023.

I'll report back

I’ve always enjoyed riding my bike, from the day Dad took off my training wheels. Yes, I really do remember that day.

c1962

As preteen girls we once rode from our Waltham neighborhood to Concord – a distance Dad later clocked at twenty miles round trip.

c1967

In my 20s I commuted by bike to my job on the Boston waterfront from Cambridge, riding along the Charles River. During that time I was fearless. When Juliet was young she rode on the back in her child seat to and from preschool.

In our 40’s my friends and I would bike along the paths in Lexington, away from traffic. I bought my latest bike then, the one I rediscovered in the basement during our move, covered in dust and with a flat tire, sadly neglected.

A few weeks ago, finally settled in our new place, I had that bike tire fixed. I learned about the Bruce Freeman Rail Trail nearby with available parking that welcomes cyclists and runs for miles and miles. I’m nearing 70 now, and have every intention.

Is age just a number? I guess we’ll see.

Climb Every Mountain – my latest knit design, published 10/2/2023.

Spiderman I love you

My daughter sent this the other day – my grandson Jack’s heartfelt thoughts, in his own words and script. It’s a keeper.

Spiderman
I love
you

Superman
I love
you

Batman
I love
you

So I ran with it.

You see, I love Spiderman too.

Spiderman I Love You, my latest knit design, worked overall in Spider lace, published 5/22/2023.

Angels all around us

On June 23rd 2021, I lost my wallet. A haze to me right now, Juliet remembered the date. I only remember my panic. I still do.

It fell out of my handbag while I was loading birthday balloons into the back seat of my car, and I didn’t notice until I was well on my way, onto my next errand. Driving back to that parking lot I asked god, any god, to please have it be there, sitting there – but it was gone, complete with my license, credit cards, and a coded cheat sheet for all my security passwords. With guidance from our financial person Sarah, I quickly ended all accounts, changed all passwords, and logged the loss at my local police station in the hopes that someone would return it to me. It’s what I would have done.

Two weeks later I received an email naming one of my newly obsolete passwords and asking for $2,687 in bitcoin, else my porn site activity would be revealed to the world. Okay, any other threat would have had me spinning, but this one succeeded at least in recalling my trauma.

Fast forwarding to now, eighteen months later, we’re in the process of moving and I’ve arranged to have our mail forward to an interim P.O. Box. The post office people told me it would take two weeks for the forwarding to kick in so I’ve been making my way back to Brookline to check. On Friday, the last day for potential delivery, I found this.

It’s called closure.

Angels all around us – my latest knit design, published 4/9/2023.

He made my day

We’re moving soon and these days I’ve been over my head packing.

My last task yesterday was to return my cable equipment to RCN and the nearest location was in Boston’s Hyde Park. I found my way there (thank you Google Maps!) and discovered it was closed for lunch (1-2pm) so I decided to eat too and got a McDonald’s 6-piece while I waited. When I returned the office was open, and as I approached with arms full, an older man was coming from the opposite direction with equally full arms. I managed the door and held it for him, but he wouldn’t have it, insisting I go next.

Once inside I motioned that he should be next at the counter, but he wasn’t having that either, again insisting. When the lady behind the counter began barking instructions I realized my return wasn’t going to be easy. I had to detach (and trash!) all cables while putting my Wi-Fi router and each of my three TV boxes, along with their power cords, into separate large plastic bags she would provide, and currently everything I had was tangled up inside the cardboard box I was still holding.

Embarrassed, I apologized to the man who now had to wait behind this process – but again, he wasn’t having it. That nice man helped me with each and every piece of equipment, even using the wrench (from the counter lady) when a cable connection was too tight.

I never got his name but we chatted and joked as we got my job done.

He made my day in the best possible way.

Pay It Forward – my latest knit design, published 3/5/2023.

Paper toys 2022

It’s August already and time again to make my paper toys – our holiday ornaments announcing Hoss family gift giving assignments. This year’s toy celebrates the twins, Peter and Paul, my husband and brother-in-law, respectively.

The idea hatched as I found myself knee deep in boxes organizing for our move. Collecting like objects for packing I found high school and college sports trophies scattered all around the house. I’m not sure how we came to have Paul’s, but I took it as a sign.

These became this.

And then I remembered the photograph. I actually unpacked a few boxes to find it,

because it made all the difference – a fitting tribute to the little champions.

Dusty corners

True to the promise I made to myself earlier, I’ve been setting aside time each week to organize and pack for our move. And delving into the contents of sadly neglected shelves has made me realize that I’ve been holding on to some of my possessions for WAY TOO LONG.

Buried in dusty corners, I haven’t seen some of these things in years. Others have been ever-present and continually overlooked, fading into the background. With kitchen shelves emptied, our long-forgotten pencil sharpener has suddenly come into focus. We’ve had it there, attached to the wall next to the fridge, since 1983. If you had asked me if we had one, I might have said no.

Last week I recycled twenty years of Gourmet, Bon Appetit, and Martha Stewart Living magazines. It was a fun ride with them during that time, and I learned a lot, but these days I do my best NOT to cook, and besides, recipes are easily retrieved from the internet. The mailing label on one of my Bon Appetit’s revealed our old Somerville address, the one we had before this one, and we’ve been here for forty years!

Googling I found EverPresent, a local digital conversion store. With our video tape player no longer, I had them translate and transfer the contents of eight tapes to a thumb drive. It was worth the cost to reclaim the visual record of Juliet’s high school graduation, especially with Marlene in the audience.

Once done, I mailed these with three boxes of additional outdated stuff to GreenDisk, a tech recycling company – cd’s, video tapes, ipod chargers...
The not-yet-obsolete dvd’s I delivered quickly to our local library in the hopes of extending their usability to what will likely be only a moment or so more. Or maybe it just seems that way.

The Knitting Connection received 3 bags of my yarn, single skeins and partial ones – a donation suitable for hats and mittens, to be made by loving hands. The company contact met me in Medford for the hand off.

I dropped a thousand pounds of books (no, really) into the collection bin standing in an isolated corner of Walgreen’s parking lot. We kept the art books, photography and design. For the last few years I’ve been listening instead, to audiobooks downloaded to my phone – and by now, I might add, with newfound appreciation of their non-existent physical storage requirement.

Doug’s enjoying our now-empty shelves too.

There’ll be more to come, but I’m making good progress. The monumental task of packing that kept me up at night has morphed into a surprisingly energizing, multi-stage event, that has me walking a little bit off the ground these days. It’s a head-clearing experience that I’d heartedly recommend for my compadres, especially those over a certain age with decades of stuff underfoot, like me.

I can see clearly now the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way.

Okay, maybe the song overstates the effect, but to mark the occasion and my new frame of mind, watch for Sunshiny Day, my next knit design, to be published soon.

Sunshiny Day – my latest knit design, published 9/7/2022.

Precious cargo

We’re moving in a few months and I know it’s too soon to pack, but the enormity of this task has been keeping me up at night. So I made a deal with myself to do something each day towards that goal – clean a drawer, organize a shelf, recycle, or just take inventory and make a plan.

Turns out I have a lot of stuff – sentimental stuff, precious cargo. They say admitting to the addiction is step one.

There’s work ahead.

I’ve had two boxes of sterling silver flatware sets sitting in an upstairs bookcase for the last thirteen years, since we lost Mum. One of the sets was hers and the other belonged to my grandmother, Mildred. I loved that I had them, but had never used them, and likely never would. With an okay from Juliet, and keeping a few pieces for posterity, I sold them to a local jewelry store. It was time. Telling myself the windfall was their gift made letting go easier.

I’m thinking of Juliet through all of this. It’s all heading her way one day.

The ashes of beloved pets, Betty, Bill, and Curley, have been living in urns on my bureau since their end. I’ll admit it gave me comfort to keep them close. A few weeks ago I visited Marlene and scattered their ashes around her. At least I know where they are.

One step at a time, this life changing event is clearly underway. Will I know myself when it’s over?

Precious Cargo – my new knit design, published 7/29/2022.

201

Peter caught me making a list the other day of all the traumatic events that have happened in my life during the past 3 years. I was curious. If I saw them together, all in one place, would their trauma seem less pervasive? Or maybe I’m just getting old. I assured him his name was not on it.

With the backdrop of our worrisome politics, never-ending pandemic, and the tragic war in Ukraine, was my laptop crash, breast cancer, and the loss of my wallet complete with credit cards, IDs, and security codes. Then last week we sold our house.

After 39 years living here, it was time. Better to make the change before we can’t make the stairs after all, not that that will ever happen – but it might, it probably will. We’re looking for our next home now, and although it’s exciting to imagine a brand new space, it’s scary not knowing if we’ll find it in time. But mostly it’s heartbreaking to be saying good-bye to #201. We’ve been happy here.

I made these collages around 1988 during my photography phase a few years after we moved in. I was glad to find them framed and stacked on the shelf where they’ve been collecting dust for the last long while. Keeping memories fresh, they’ll be filling the walls of our new place to be sure, wherever that may be and when. I’ll report back.

We’ve been happy here – my new knit design, published 4/12/2022.

New Years Day

I came across my old journals on the bookshelf recently. I hadn’t thought of them for a while, so I took a closer look.

Before I knew it, I was being carried away on their wayback machine, traveling through time (a shout-out to Mr Peabody and Sherman from the Rocky and Bullwinkle cartoons I watched as a kid).

The books tracked most of the personal, professional, and creative details of my life during the decade from 2000 to 2010, with a few years missing in between. Each was a time capsule in sequence. I’ve always felt that I had my own work to do and their pages revealed my brainstorms about what this was and how I might get there. At their start, I was working at Harvard with a bunch of great people. My job was challenging, and fun. I made lists and plans, taking stock of where I’d been, aiming to forecast what was next. By their end, I had retired. My time was my own then, a fresh start full of promise.

These days I find New Years Day is like that for me – a fresh start. It’s my favorite holiday.

Each year on January 1st, I make a new plan, and breathe.

Happy 2022 everyone, full of promise.

Just Breathe – my new knit design, published 2/27/2022.

Sugar Cookies

It’s November 5th and I’m sitting in my dining room, looking across the table at Marlene’s Christmas tree.

When it was hers I made fun of it mercilessly, and now it’s mine, since 2009.

After the holidays one year I had no energy to take it down and it’s been standing there, in that corner, ever since. I tell myself its constant presence is my penance. The truth is, now I really like it. We call it the Celebration Tree.

Soon I’ll be adding Lavalie’s snowflakes to its birds for the upcoming season – the full extent of my holiday decorating, I’m afraid, unless evidence of Santa (or a batch of blue sprinkle cookies) is requested.

Her wish my command. I’m Ninny, and Violet is the boss of me.

Off to find that recipe, Doug thinks it may be here. He’s the boss of me too.

Sugar Cookies – my granddaughter’s baking request, and the name of my new knit design – coming soon.

Update – Sugar Cookies, published 12/01/2021